So, it is summertime. Which only means that I shall start writing again. Hooray! Well, at least for the month of May because my classes start again in June.  -__- Yeah, it sucks. BUT oh well.

This summer already brings back a million memories from last summer. When it all began. Sometimes I don’t like to look back on it because it brings back alot of hurtful things again. Still makes my heart hurt and along with the Fall too… but I made it this far and I’m happy.

I miss my friends though. More than they will ever know. I miss running around wasting countless gallons of gas. I miss the QT runs, the late night swims, the feeling of our youth fleeting. But, for some reason this summer I feel more grown up. I’m not sure why.. Maybe it’s because I’m in a relationship now? I’m not sure.

I just feel like my life is moving on while others are still stuck in the past and I’m all alone in the future.

I miss the fun times. But I love my relationship. So I just have to find a way to juggle it all. One day I’ll get it right. :)

I ended up with 3 B’s and 1 A this semester. #winning

LOVE this song!

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Getting these!

I think about my old mustang.
I think about the stars in the sky.

I absolutely love you, Clay Johnson. You’re my one and only.

Forever and ever.

SUMMER. SUMMER. SUMMER.

NOW.

You know what stinks? When you get so excited for something and the it doesn’t happen. You look forward to something so much you can’t stand it and then it falls through on you. Not the greatest feeling in the world. But oh well.

On another note, SUMMER will be here soon! I’ll get May off then back to school for June and then I’m off in July! YAY! I cannot wait! I need summer. I need this month break at least.

I bought the cutest baithing suit the other day and I look pretty good if I do say so myself. :) Along with shopping and even getting a new dress -love those. I’m trying to keep a smile on my face and a postivie outlook on life but right now I’m a little bummed. I only got to see Clay for literally 6 hours this weekend and four were spent sleeping. :( I should’t complain because at least I got to see him but I can’t help the fact that it bums me out. Baseball is definitely taking its toll. I love him playing and being involved with it I really do. I love going to sit and watch him. But weekends like last weekend make me hate it. And like tomorrow. :[ Oh well. I guess things happen for a reason.

I hope every one has a wonderful week! And all my college kids are counting down until summer. :)